[x] The new muse

The thing about a muse is,  

they inspire you out of desire -

because what you always want most

is that which you can never have

 

I believe I have found a new muse... though I am going to keep this one secret.  There's no telling how deep the damage could be.

 

"Replacement" doesn't really work in meaning, though it does in function.  I'm going to move on from the former, because there's nothing left to say, let alone write.  It's been almost a year since we have last spoken.

 

I have spent the last few days wondering what it is about a girl that inspires me...  It is the wanting to rise above and be a better person.  It's the attraction, or the impossibility of the whole thing.  She's the most beautiful girl I have ever met.  So much so that I find myself intimidated, for the first time in my life.

 

I'm completely fascinated.