[x]Blown out again
Relevant - "Open Your Eyes" by Snow PatrolEvery minute from this minute now
We can do what we like anywhere
I want so much to open your eyes
'Cause I need you to look into mine
This is the third year I have worked the MetroTimes blowout. Same as always I feel a bit hung over still. Not from drinking really, more like social and environmental exposure. It has become my coming-out-of-hibernation yearly event. It was alot of fun.
I will note that I was dreading to see her there, but it turned out to be the most fun I have had in a very long time.
Actually, this last week was great in many ways. I got to see 300 early (sidenote - this is now one of my favorite movies)...
Once again - one liner notes:
1. Do not betray my trust because it was convenient at the time.
2. Boop. Beep.
3. What is the brand of your vagrancy?
4. Didn't get to see the end of Logan's Run.
5. Trying to figure out if it is the ghost or the girl.
6. Blueberry pancakes.
You dreaded seeing me. I dont know what to say, but only to tell you how seeing that in print made me feel. My heart dropped.
ReplyDeleteI dont want to be a ghost to you. I want to be your girl...I cant change what happend in the begining, but I know that it happend and I a different person now. and so are you.
I read some of you blogs here and for the first time I realized that I want to be in them I WANT TO SEE MY NAME list among your current and past memories. I want to be in your life. I want to see you and hug you. I want to kiss your face. I want to be your girl.
I am not going to stop you from moving to Florida. But know that I will visit and write you weekly. I will not allow you to forget me. I will not beome a ghost to you. I intend to creat the reality that includes you.
I like you eys. I like you new hair cut. I like the cut of your gib. I like the way you express yourself in words and voice. I like the way you handle me. I like you John. Im here now.
I am sorry I hurt you. I thought I was doing the right thing the best way I knew how. I dont want you to be a ghost. I dont want my heart to drop again.
Beep..tell me the story of why that is funny again...
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