:(I woke up this morning with that kick-in-the-stomach feeling. I guess I'm more hurt than I thought I would be, and I don't know where to go from here.
I want to write this big long thing about Kelly and my relationship with her... I just don't have the heart to. I am completely and utterly defeated at this point, and nothing I say has, or ever will make a difference.
She broke my heart last night. I know it wasn't intentional but it happened and I'm going to have to deal with it.