6.25.2006

[x]malady.

your malady
was never my fault
nor mine yours
try as we could
destined to lose
intertwined in our distraction

[x]Indifference.

If you are going to press play "Indifference" by Pearl Jam (Versus)

i will light the match this mornin', so i won't be alone
watch as she lies silent, for soon light will be gone
i will stand arms outstretched, pretend i'm free to roam
i will make my way, through, one more day in hell...
how much difference does it make
how much difference does it make...
i will hold the candle till it burns up my arm
i'll keep takin' punches until their will grows tired
i will stare the sun down until my eyes go blind
hey i won't change direction, and i won't change my mind
how much difference does it make
how much difference does it make..
how much difference...
i'll swallow poison, until i grow immune
i will scream my lungs out till it fills this room
how much difference
how much difference
how much difference does it make
how much difference does it make...

6.22.2006

[x]sinister.

they say everyone dies alone
i guess we were together and alone
and the slow leak of familiarity came
until our song went silent
to learn the most when you are gone
and now sinister with a smile.

6.20.2006

[x]mission accomplished.

If you are going to press play "Everything Changes" by Staind (chapter V)

If you just walked away
What could I really say?
Would it matter anyway?
Would it change how you feel?


...the rest of the song is appropriate too.

*shrug* The spell has been broken and finally I am free. Thank you.

6.13.2006

[x]Damien, world - world, Damien.

If you are going to press play - "hotride" by THE PRODIGY (Always outnumbered, always outgunned).

I picked up my new ford FUSION today and I absolutely love it. I picked a silver instead of a red, because I wanted the leather interior. I have named it DAMIEN.

6.06.2006

[x]Ah, fuck it - happy 666

If you are going to press play - "Long hard road out of hell" by Marilyn Manson/Sneaker Pimps - Spawn Soundtrack, Marilyn Manson - Lest We Forget (Best of)

You never said forever, could ever hurt like this

Thankfully I have a loose set of guidelines when it comes to religion... Anyway, in honor of today I have decided to get a RED ford fusion (hopefully).

6.05.2006

[x]pulling myself together by tearing myself apart.

Cold, cold water surrounds me now
And all I've got is your hand
Lord, can you hear me now?
Lord, can you hear me now?
Lord, can you hear me now?
Or am I lost?
- "Cold Water" by Damien Rice (album - "O")

This song cuts right through me in a way I have never felt in my life... I just wanted to share that.