6.27.2004

White Flag.

If you are going to press play - "Loving the Alien" by Velvet Revolver

Sometimes I think I'm scared
Sometimes I know
I feel like making love
Sometimes I don't
I feel like letting go
Maybe not
I feel like giving up
Is all we got

Sometimes is all the time
And never means maybe
Sometimes is all the time
Maybe


After the talk with Kelly last night, I have no idea about where anything is going from here. I just don't get it anymore.

Should I just give up? Is that what she wants from me?

:(

She makes me so happy, but she can make me feel so sad sometimes.

6.16.2004

Pistons!

I went out to Royal Oak to watch the championship game... The pistons won 100-87 in a blowout. I guess Kobe should have kept his jail-bound mouth shut instead of giving a guarantee that they would win.

The game was good, but other than that I had a pretty shitty night.

6.13.2004

:(

I woke up this morning with that kick-in-the-stomach feeling. I guess I'm more hurt than I thought I would be, and I don't know where to go from here.

I want to write this big long thing about Kelly and my relationship with her... I just don't have the heart to. I am completely and utterly defeated at this point, and nothing I say has, or ever will make a difference.

She broke my heart last night. I know it wasn't intentional but it happened and I'm going to have to deal with it.

:(

6.08.2004

Velvet motherfucking Revolver!

Although I have been "previewing" it for the past week, the new VELVET REVOLVER album came out today.




Go buy it.

6.06.2004

Welcome to the fallout...

If you are going to press play - "I dare you to move" by Switchfoot

She said: "You make me so mad sometimes"
I said: "You make me so sad sometimes"

6.02.2004

Sigh.

Sometimes it's hard to pretend.

You close your eyes and smile at me
and I melt every time
I want to kiss you so bad I could scream
but I can't
These chains of retraint are fireworks of caution
and I'm only human